persist!!!

Saturday, October 24, 2009

helllo blog :)
just want to share some stuffs, if you happened to read my blog.

i just had a friend, who didnt do well for promotional exam, and it turned out the school has advised him to leave school, and pursue other educational opportunities.

after going through one year with that friend, it is really hard to let him go. he isnt my classmate, but is my friend's classmate.

he's really a good friend. he adds a lot of laughter into lives. he is very cheerful, and always joke :) he jokes and makes his friends and even teachers laugh. he adds on colour to other people's lives. and now he's leaving. he wont be there anymore.

i cant deny that it is very heartbreaking to have a friend leaving like that. it's like if that someone stepped so much into your life, and all of sudden, the someone is leaving, i believe it really breaks your heart. i'm speaking from a third party point of view, because i'm not the one going through so much pain.

it brings me to the point that we dont know how fortunate we are, when we have a school to be in. imagine yourself in a situation where you dont anywhere to go, you dont even know which school will accept you, you dont even know how to start your life again, you dont even know which area you should study into, you dont even know who are the people you are going to meet, you dont even know so many things, you just lost your direction.

we tend to take for granted what we have today. we have a school. we have somewhere to go to every weekday, we know that there's a school for us, we know that the school has set what we need to study, we know there are friends there who will talk to us and listen to us, we know that there's a direction we have to go to, we are not lost. the feeling of being lost is really undescribable, there isnt a word to describe the feeling of sorrow, and the feeling of being helpless. we dont know how fortunate we are to be in a position that many others want. we dont know how fortunate we are to have what we have today. we dont know how fortunate we are until we see how others are dying and fighting for something which we have so easily take for granted...

treasure what you have now.. they are the best that you can ever ask for

feeling so sweet ; 6:21 AM;Y

Friday, June 12, 2009

wowwwww i feel like blogging again :) hahaha.
now it's time for me to relax and blog!! :)
i also have no idea why i have the urge to blog now. must be because i am seriously frustrated with the stupid itunes, it is seriously giving me a lot of troubles. hahah. and then my ipod also got some problem.

LIVIA LIEWWWWWWW
i am so so sorry!! didnt have the time to meet up with you and buy your present too!! so sorry!! we meet up after commmon test okay?? after i've bought the present too :) HAHAHA. now jc life is very irritating, it's eating up all my time. so sorry!!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!

feeling so sweet ; 5:52 AM;Y

Monday, May 11, 2009

yippee. i changed the skin already. i hope the fonts are better now :) hahah. but i'm not really intending to keep blogging.
maybe sometimes once in a while, i will come and post :)

oh man. i'm starting to feel emo. HAHAHA.

feeling so sweet ; 1:24 AM;Y

Sunday, May 10, 2009

hmm, i dont know what to do now.
i have completed all my tutorial, and SERIOULSY I HAVE NOTHING TO DO. ahaha. i think i may go and look for some new blogskins, so that i dont have to strain my eyes when i read the words that i've typed. HAHa. :) OKAY. soon :D

i dont know what you're thinking. and i dont know how to tell you or ask you abouut it. maybe it's only me who feels this way, but i really dont know what you're thinking now. and i need someone to listen to me....
i feel so helpless to be unable to do anything about it, though i very much want to tell you how i'm feeling right now.
problem is, i dont know if you will listen, or if you will understand what i'm feeling.
i feel like crying, but there's nothing to make me burst out into tears. YET. but i think i would feel much better if there's something to trigger my tears :(
i dont know if i'm the one changing or you're the one changing. maybe sometimes i'm too sensitive. but i dont want to end this, because i know i cant bear to do so... you dont know how much you're hurting me....

feeling so sweet ; 11:30 PM;Y

Sunday, April 26, 2009

ahahah. i put your name to tell you that i've taken the survey on your blog :D quite true :D and i have nearly the same stuffs as you. HAHA.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

feeling so sweet ; 7:23 AM;Y

oh man. yeow, you just made me miss IJ so much.
now i keep thinking about the life last time, where we all play and have fun.
and yeow, YOU WERE SO FUNNY IN CLASS LAST TIME :)
hahaah.

hai ya. now got PW, the most disgusting thing ever.
so no choice, must put in my best effort to try to like PW.
let's keep going people!!! :):)

I LOVE IJ :D

feeling so sweet ; 7:01 AM;Y

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

should i revive this blog? HAHAH. it's like dead.

anyway, I dont think anyone will see this post, because I havent been posting for the longest time, thus it doesnt make sense if someone comes to check out my blog :) haha.

okay i'm bored, that's why i'm posting. HAHA.
nothing to do la. lectures and talks are all very boring.

feeling so sweet ; 1:15 AM;Y

&going seventeen this year :)
&29 JUNE ( IMPORTANT DATE).
&AJcian
&a proud ex IJ TP girl! :)
&really loves chocolates :)
&dont know why i'm doing this, when i wont keep blogging. haha.
&thinks the colour is cool :)

LOVES♥ (TO VIEW THE HEARTS, PLEASE GO TO: View>> Encoding>> Unicode (UTF-8))
♥IJ TP :)
♥BOWLING, BADMINTON, SWIMMING
♥CHOCOLATES
♥earrings :):)
♥the beach
♥to buy many new things!
♥typing fast, haha.
♥HAVING SLEEPOVERSSSS

HATESN
Ninsects
NSOME vegetables :) not all :)
Nfalling sick
Nthe aj building. HAHA.