hmm, i dont know what to do now.
i have completed all my tutorial, and SERIOULSY I HAVE NOTHING TO DO. ahaha. i think i may go and look for some new blogskins, so that i dont have to strain my eyes when i read the words that i've typed. HAHa. :) OKAY. soon :D

i dont know what you're thinking. and i dont know how to tell you or ask you abouut it. maybe it's only me who feels this way, but i really dont know what you're thinking now. and i need someone to listen to me....
i feel so helpless to be unable to do anything about it, though i very much want to tell you how i'm feeling right now.
problem is, i dont know if you will listen, or if you will understand what i'm feeling.
i feel like crying, but there's nothing to make me burst out into tears. YET. but i think i would feel much better if there's something to trigger my tears :(
i dont know if i'm the one changing or you're the one changing. maybe sometimes i'm too sensitive. but i dont want to end this, because i know i cant bear to do so... you dont know how much you're hurting me....